Whats been on my mind: Dating

Hi all,
Li-ah hear
So the topic of today is what on my mind. I do know for a fact that I haven't been blogging for sometime but i do have a veiled reason  for not doing so. Iv been away at school and have been just so busy. But now i'm back and I have three weeks for Christmas breaks. SO, i have been thinking about a lot of things lately. SO me good and some not so good.
What I want to write about today is something that has been on my mind scens the day i realized boys were boys. That  happened around the time I was 11 years old. I had my first crush then on a boy named Dylan. I think that is the reason why I like red heads so much. He had red hair and he was my first crush. When i first realized i liked him was one day on the bus. we set by each other everyday to and from school. Be for then we had been friends and nothing had been wired between us till that day I realized that he was cute. Then you know when they say boys get mean and make fun at the girl they like. I became like that with him. I was mean to him really mean. from that day on i piked fights with him and we got yelled at a lot by the bus driver. It was all me thou. The reason  I did that was because I did not want him to realize that I liked him. time went on and i slowly stopped liking him and started liking other boys. But after that first crush I was never able to look at boys the same way. That Is why what I want to talk about has been on my mind for a very long time.
I want to break it up into some different sections and talk about them all separately.
So, the first thing on my mind is Dating.

DATING:
It seem like when you hit an age all the friends you know are dating or splitting up and realizing who likes who. Personally I think dating is all well in good but iv been thinking that now a days people date just to date. I often tell my friends the reason I have only every dated one guy in my life is because i feel that dating is away for a person to find the man or women they are going to spend the rest of there life with. Not dating just to have the person then and now. You date to find the person you going to spend forever with. That is why As of right now I don't date. Not only do I don't want to. I date because i want to find the right guy for me. Not the right Guy i think but the right guy God thinks.

so wate boys and girls if for you to date someone is in Gods plan for your life he will bring some one great into your life.

Any way that's all i'm going to say on this matter right now

Over and out
Leah

p.s. i'm still waiting