I've been thinking. Over the past few days as I was getting ready to come home from school. I had a lot of time to myself. I started thinking about the people i've hurt. The people I said things about in the heat of anger. I know i have a bad temper, when I feel like i've been wronged I snap and I don't hold back. That's something i've been working on all my life. Its something that I still try to work on day to day.
My birthday was a few weeks back. I turned 20 years old. I thought to myself i should try to reconnect with people i pushed out of my life when i was angry. I should reconnect with them and tell them that i am sorry.
I'm sorry i got mad.
I'm sorry i said the things i said.
I'm sorry i wrote things o public sites that other people could see.
I'm sorry, could you please forgive me.
I want to rebuild the relationship i broke.
I realized that i had no right to be mad. How i acted was wrong. I lost a friend, someone i looked up to because i was stubborn and hurt. I felt that i was being left behind and it hurt. I took my hurt out in the only way i thought i could. I kept it in side and thought over it. Then released it in ways that i thought would cause the most hurt.
What i really want to say is I apologies. I want to try and reconnect. Maybe try to work back to the way things were. I miss you i really do.
I understand that it will take time for you to forgive the wrongs that i did to you. I know that it will be a slow process of trying getting back to how things used to be. Thats ok i understand. It was my mistake. This happened because of me. I think now that i'm older. Im starting to grow and realize what i have done wrong.
I want to start my journey as an adult by righting all of my wrongs. So for all the different people in my life that i have hurt and pushed out of my life. I am truly sorry please forgive me.
Forgive me.
-Leah
Monday, 11 May 2015
Monday, 4 August 2014
Things i learned about my self when i went away to University
well it was that time of year were every one goes of to there prison were there supposedly learning. For me even though i was done high school i also went of to school this time to my prison of choices Sault saint Marie for the collaborative nursing program.
I have to admit that when i really didn't want to go away. The way i ended up going to my prison away from TBay. My parents pushed me to it. I have to say thou when i think back to it i am so glad that they made me to go. I learned so much about my self in thous six mouths away.More then i ever would if i had stad at home.
Things i learned about my self where things like how i was when i was out of my comfort zone.To be perfectly honest people who know me think i'm really out going. Yes i'm loud and i like to be with people but iv been tested and i'm more of an introvert, Testing dose not lie. So what i'm getting at is that yes i might seem like a person who maybe good at making new friends and being in a new places. Nope that's not me at all. I was scared out of my mind when I went away. For about the first two weeks of school i had no friend. I would sit in class and stare around pretending in my head that i had friends. People probably thought i was crazy. I would eat in the library and go back to my room off campus to study after classes. I was a loner.
Funny thing is this could have gone one for the rest of they year if Celeste and Hannah hadn't come by Jeans house that Friday afternoon. Funny thing was earlier that morning i had been watching them.I know that sounds creepy. The looked so happy and i wanted to be friends with the. I just didn't know how to go about getting there attention. I couldn't mutter up the courage. So i went home after class with out talking to them. I was in the Kitchen with Jean making brownies for another class. Someone knocked on the door. I had been talking to Jean about how i had no friends. Jean opened the door and there was Celeste and Hannah. they came in it was strange but the smiled and talked to me even thou i just stared at them most of the time. They left after a bit. The next day they asked me to sit with them and as they say the next is history. They where my first two friends. I'm so glad i met them. My third and last friend i met a week later in one of my lab classes, Chantell.
Another thing that i learned about my self was that my faith in God was stronger then i thought.I was worried that i would get influenced and loses faith or not be as strong or holed my ground if i was asked to do something wrong. My faith is strong and as strong as it will very be. I was able to hold my ground and let people know what i believe with out hiding anything. Also i know what i believe is right and i love that God worked in my life by sending me away so that i could learn that about my self.
I know also know that i can live with out my parents house and i'm not some one who needs to be around people. I can study and get my work done with out my parents breathing down my neck and reminding me to do things. I'm more organized then i thought. Last but not least i learned that yes i want to be a nurse and i love learning about medical things.
Going to University was in the end not like going to prison. It was a like a kind of freedom. I freedom to grow and find my self. I know who i am and i will never forget the fact that i can do anything because i have a great friend on my side. That friend is Jesus. He helped m,e though my first year.
University changed me for the beter and i love that about it.
Any way that's all for now. I hope you like my thoughts on university.
Over and out.
Leah
I have to admit that when i really didn't want to go away. The way i ended up going to my prison away from TBay. My parents pushed me to it. I have to say thou when i think back to it i am so glad that they made me to go. I learned so much about my self in thous six mouths away.More then i ever would if i had stad at home.
Things i learned about my self where things like how i was when i was out of my comfort zone.To be perfectly honest people who know me think i'm really out going. Yes i'm loud and i like to be with people but iv been tested and i'm more of an introvert, Testing dose not lie. So what i'm getting at is that yes i might seem like a person who maybe good at making new friends and being in a new places. Nope that's not me at all. I was scared out of my mind when I went away. For about the first two weeks of school i had no friend. I would sit in class and stare around pretending in my head that i had friends. People probably thought i was crazy. I would eat in the library and go back to my room off campus to study after classes. I was a loner.
Funny thing is this could have gone one for the rest of they year if Celeste and Hannah hadn't come by Jeans house that Friday afternoon. Funny thing was earlier that morning i had been watching them.I know that sounds creepy. The looked so happy and i wanted to be friends with the. I just didn't know how to go about getting there attention. I couldn't mutter up the courage. So i went home after class with out talking to them. I was in the Kitchen with Jean making brownies for another class. Someone knocked on the door. I had been talking to Jean about how i had no friends. Jean opened the door and there was Celeste and Hannah. they came in it was strange but the smiled and talked to me even thou i just stared at them most of the time. They left after a bit. The next day they asked me to sit with them and as they say the next is history. They where my first two friends. I'm so glad i met them. My third and last friend i met a week later in one of my lab classes, Chantell.
Another thing that i learned about my self was that my faith in God was stronger then i thought.I was worried that i would get influenced and loses faith or not be as strong or holed my ground if i was asked to do something wrong. My faith is strong and as strong as it will very be. I was able to hold my ground and let people know what i believe with out hiding anything. Also i know what i believe is right and i love that God worked in my life by sending me away so that i could learn that about my self.
I know also know that i can live with out my parents house and i'm not some one who needs to be around people. I can study and get my work done with out my parents breathing down my neck and reminding me to do things. I'm more organized then i thought. Last but not least i learned that yes i want to be a nurse and i love learning about medical things.
Going to University was in the end not like going to prison. It was a like a kind of freedom. I freedom to grow and find my self. I know who i am and i will never forget the fact that i can do anything because i have a great friend on my side. That friend is Jesus. He helped m,e though my first year.
University changed me for the beter and i love that about it.
Any way that's all for now. I hope you like my thoughts on university.
Over and out.
Leah
Saturday, 24 May 2014
Hate Her (its not really hate just the title of the poem)
as i get older seem to have more problems within my self and the fact that im adopted.
Hears a poem about one of my struggles
Hears a poem about one of my struggles
hate her
sometime i hate her
the women who gave me up
sometime i wish shed never been
but then i wouldn't be hear
sometimes i hate her
i'm glad she gave me up
so that i didn't have to sink down to her level
but i think that thinking this way just makes me as bad as her
why do i feel such burning in side
i should really feel love and compasion
No,
hate is a really strong word
to strong for someone like me
ill change it to...
Dislike
sometime i dislike her
because of what she did to me
who am i
were am i going
what is my identity?
i'm messed up in side
i feel like i'm living a lie
i don't always love my life
is it right to take children and give them to others?
other mothers
other fathers
do all children who don't know feel this way
what about the children who get to meet thous people do they feel the same way?
yes?
no?
maybe so?
i don't know
i don't know who i am anymore
as i get older its harder
I feel , i see, i know
as theo gets older he looks like my father
as josh gets older he acts like my mother
i want to look at my parents and see my self in them
if i want that,i have to go look for the people who have my blood in them
i feel alowen in this does any one feel this way
Emma doesn't,
but thats okay
reading
i was reading somewhere but i cant remember
but most children like me will think on these things one time or another
but for now i must say that
i hate her.
(ps. this has nothing to do with my mum and dad, i love them with all my heart and respect them and im glad there in my life and im in theirs)
Sometimes
This is a poem i wrote about what i feel sometimes when i think about being adopted.
Sometimes
Sometimes I think about who I could be.
I wouldn’t want to be any one but me
But sometimes I think
Sometimes I wonder
Would I be me if I had lived my life somewhere else?
If I had never been and adopted?
Would I be the Leah Hutchinson I know of today
Or would I be a totally different person?
Sometimes when I think about it I start missing that me
The me I could have been
The me I’ll never be
Sometimes I get mad at myself for wishing for something thats not better
But would it be?
Sometimes I think could it have been better if I had gotten the chances to be that me?
Sometime I’m angre at the people who took me away from there
The people who love me
Sometimes I’m madbecause I want to see what I could have been
Most times I’m grateful
I’m glad I’m me, this me,
I feel that sometime children who are adopted go through a stage in their life were they start to think and wonder
What if, could this have been this way or that?
Sometimes I think we go through emotions of anger, longing, hoping, wishing wanting, but never getting
No matter what my parents say to me no matter how they show me that it’s better to be this me
There is always in the back of my mind, could I have been a better me?
I’ve wondered about the lady who brought me into the world
I wonder what she was like.
I wonder am I anything like her, will I be anything like her, would I want to be anything like her?
What did I get from this faceless nameless women who brought me into this world?
Would I like what I saw if I ever saw her?
Sometimes I get mad at her and I think why did you give me away did.
Sometimes when I feel low I think you gave me away because you didn’t want me, thou know that’s not true.
No matter how much my mum and dad say we love you, we picked you, I never feel like I truly belong to them
When I was younger I got jealous of my younger siblings.
The reason was they came from my parents.
They were there flesh and blood.
When you looked into their faces you could see my parents staring back.
I wanted that I wanted to be able to look at my mother and go
yes that’s the same smile,
yes that’s the same noes.
But that’s never going to happen because they didn't make me.
I’m not resentful of them taking me away from that places but sometimes I wonder was it truly right for me. Would I feel this way now if I was back there?
I should hope and think not.
It’s good to be me
But sometimes just sometimes I wonder is this really me
Friday, 14 March 2014
When you do something wrong and you know it.
Hi,
Li-ah hear.
Have you ever done something wrong, said something wrong and know it?
I sure do more often than not. Its what i would say is my weakness in life. I say and do a lot of stupid things that I feel bad about latter after there over and done with and i'm left alown with my thoughts to think over what just happened. That is also something I do a lot. Think back threw my day look at what I said and did that could have brought someone down in a way i did not realize at that time. Well don't feel bad because your all listening to the master of putting foot in mouth and choking on it well its trying to go down. This is something i need and have to work on. Something that I am,even now, trying to work on. But i have realized somethings in my short 17 year life span that. That one as I get older theses types of things happen more often but people wont call you on it as much. You have to realize it for your self. I think its called self reflection and yeah i do think i'm getting along just fine with that. But how does one,me, go around trying to fix that part of me that seems to be malfunction? i know what to do go go to one of the best book that us out there for you to read. You guessed it the bible.
So, what i wanted to talk about in this blog is how iv come to enjoy reading and using some verses in the bible to help me with my horrible foot in mouth problem.
The first one is:
Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. Romans 12:21
The first one is: I really love this verse because it really does help. When your having one of thous days and you want to say. Hey you....... mouth choke. The evil you want to say to someone so that they can feel hurt is over coming you. In order not to be over come you need stop writ there and think What would Jesus do. I believe no i know its better to be over come by good. So when you want to say something or do something sower try to over come thous surges with something good like a nice word or a good action.
The second one is:
And whatever you do, in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him. Colossians 3:17o
I like this verse because when someone goes to do something we often doe it for ourselves.Really when we do things we think it will only affect us but in the deeper scenes of things truly effects everyone a who is in our life in the smallest ways with out really noticing and knowing it. that why we should watch out what we say and do. SO if we think abut who we are doing things for we are most likely not going to do a lot of the things that we planed on doing. The reason I'm talking about this is because I have a bad habit of doing things and not realizing how they are going to affect people in my life until it is to late. That is why i memorized this verse to think about it when ever in going to do things that might not just hurt me but others around me.
The third and last one:
I have paid attention and listened, but they have not spoken rightly; no man relents of his evil, saying, ‘What have I done?’ Everyone turns to his own course, like a horse plunging headlong into battle. Jeremiah 8:6
The reason i like this verse is because when i think about all that's wrong the world i realize that yes most people, including me, know what we've done wrong but we do nothing to fix it to do better. We are people of the world and week keep doing what the world does. WRONG. what i think this verse is telling us is that its more then just saying we did wrong. Not only do we need to see what we have done wrong but we need to turn around and try to do right.
SO if we do stop, think, turn around and go that's wrong and try to change what we have done we will not only be making our selves feel better we will be pleasing God. we should not sin even thou there are so many things that we see and do that we know is wrong.
so when ever i feel that i'm going t say something that should really just stay in my head i think back to the three of theses verses and I start to think to myself what would God want me to say. Most often then not i don't say what i thought and everyone is better off.
Over and out
Leah
Li-ah hear.
Have you ever done something wrong, said something wrong and know it?
I sure do more often than not. Its what i would say is my weakness in life. I say and do a lot of stupid things that I feel bad about latter after there over and done with and i'm left alown with my thoughts to think over what just happened. That is also something I do a lot. Think back threw my day look at what I said and did that could have brought someone down in a way i did not realize at that time. Well don't feel bad because your all listening to the master of putting foot in mouth and choking on it well its trying to go down. This is something i need and have to work on. Something that I am,even now, trying to work on. But i have realized somethings in my short 17 year life span that. That one as I get older theses types of things happen more often but people wont call you on it as much. You have to realize it for your self. I think its called self reflection and yeah i do think i'm getting along just fine with that. But how does one,me, go around trying to fix that part of me that seems to be malfunction? i know what to do go go to one of the best book that us out there for you to read. You guessed it the bible.
So, what i wanted to talk about in this blog is how iv come to enjoy reading and using some verses in the bible to help me with my horrible foot in mouth problem.
The first one is:
Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. Romans 12:21
The first one is: I really love this verse because it really does help. When your having one of thous days and you want to say. Hey you....... mouth choke. The evil you want to say to someone so that they can feel hurt is over coming you. In order not to be over come you need stop writ there and think What would Jesus do. I believe no i know its better to be over come by good. So when you want to say something or do something sower try to over come thous surges with something good like a nice word or a good action.
The second one is:
And whatever you do, in word or deed, do everything in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him. Colossians 3:17o
I like this verse because when someone goes to do something we often doe it for ourselves.Really when we do things we think it will only affect us but in the deeper scenes of things truly effects everyone a who is in our life in the smallest ways with out really noticing and knowing it. that why we should watch out what we say and do. SO if we think abut who we are doing things for we are most likely not going to do a lot of the things that we planed on doing. The reason I'm talking about this is because I have a bad habit of doing things and not realizing how they are going to affect people in my life until it is to late. That is why i memorized this verse to think about it when ever in going to do things that might not just hurt me but others around me.
The third and last one:
I have paid attention and listened, but they have not spoken rightly; no man relents of his evil, saying, ‘What have I done?’ Everyone turns to his own course, like a horse plunging headlong into battle. Jeremiah 8:6
The reason i like this verse is because when i think about all that's wrong the world i realize that yes most people, including me, know what we've done wrong but we do nothing to fix it to do better. We are people of the world and week keep doing what the world does. WRONG. what i think this verse is telling us is that its more then just saying we did wrong. Not only do we need to see what we have done wrong but we need to turn around and try to do right.
SO if we do stop, think, turn around and go that's wrong and try to change what we have done we will not only be making our selves feel better we will be pleasing God. we should not sin even thou there are so many things that we see and do that we know is wrong.
so when ever i feel that i'm going t say something that should really just stay in my head i think back to the three of theses verses and I start to think to myself what would God want me to say. Most often then not i don't say what i thought and everyone is better off.
Over and out
Leah
Whats been on my mind: Dating
Hi all,
Li-ah hear
So the topic of today is what on my mind. I do know for a fact that I haven't been blogging for sometime but i do have a veiled reason for not doing so. Iv been away at school and have been just so busy. But now i'm back and I have three weeks for Christmas breaks. SO, i have been thinking about a lot of things lately. SO me good and some not so good.
What I want to write about today is something that has been on my mind scens the day i realized boys were boys. That happened around the time I was 11 years old. I had my first crush then on a boy named Dylan. I think that is the reason why I like red heads so much. He had red hair and he was my first crush. When i first realized i liked him was one day on the bus. we set by each other everyday to and from school. Be for then we had been friends and nothing had been wired between us till that day I realized that he was cute. Then you know when they say boys get mean and make fun at the girl they like. I became like that with him. I was mean to him really mean. from that day on i piked fights with him and we got yelled at a lot by the bus driver. It was all me thou. The reason I did that was because I did not want him to realize that I liked him. time went on and i slowly stopped liking him and started liking other boys. But after that first crush I was never able to look at boys the same way. That Is why what I want to talk about has been on my mind for a very long time.
I want to break it up into some different sections and talk about them all separately.
So, the first thing on my mind is Dating.
DATING:
It seem like when you hit an age all the friends you know are dating or splitting up and realizing who likes who. Personally I think dating is all well in good but iv been thinking that now a days people date just to date. I often tell my friends the reason I have only every dated one guy in my life is because i feel that dating is away for a person to find the man or women they are going to spend the rest of there life with. Not dating just to have the person then and now. You date to find the person you going to spend forever with. That is why As of right now I don't date. Not only do I don't want to. I date because i want to find the right guy for me. Not the right Guy i think but the right guy God thinks.
so wate boys and girls if for you to date someone is in Gods plan for your life he will bring some one great into your life.
Any way that's all i'm going to say on this matter right now
Over and out
Leah
p.s. i'm still waiting
Li-ah hear
So the topic of today is what on my mind. I do know for a fact that I haven't been blogging for sometime but i do have a veiled reason for not doing so. Iv been away at school and have been just so busy. But now i'm back and I have three weeks for Christmas breaks. SO, i have been thinking about a lot of things lately. SO me good and some not so good.
What I want to write about today is something that has been on my mind scens the day i realized boys were boys. That happened around the time I was 11 years old. I had my first crush then on a boy named Dylan. I think that is the reason why I like red heads so much. He had red hair and he was my first crush. When i first realized i liked him was one day on the bus. we set by each other everyday to and from school. Be for then we had been friends and nothing had been wired between us till that day I realized that he was cute. Then you know when they say boys get mean and make fun at the girl they like. I became like that with him. I was mean to him really mean. from that day on i piked fights with him and we got yelled at a lot by the bus driver. It was all me thou. The reason I did that was because I did not want him to realize that I liked him. time went on and i slowly stopped liking him and started liking other boys. But after that first crush I was never able to look at boys the same way. That Is why what I want to talk about has been on my mind for a very long time.
I want to break it up into some different sections and talk about them all separately.
So, the first thing on my mind is Dating.
DATING:
It seem like when you hit an age all the friends you know are dating or splitting up and realizing who likes who. Personally I think dating is all well in good but iv been thinking that now a days people date just to date. I often tell my friends the reason I have only every dated one guy in my life is because i feel that dating is away for a person to find the man or women they are going to spend the rest of there life with. Not dating just to have the person then and now. You date to find the person you going to spend forever with. That is why As of right now I don't date. Not only do I don't want to. I date because i want to find the right guy for me. Not the right Guy i think but the right guy God thinks.
so wate boys and girls if for you to date someone is in Gods plan for your life he will bring some one great into your life.
Any way that's all i'm going to say on this matter right now
Over and out
Leah
p.s. i'm still waiting
Letters for the Future
Letter
is to my oldest son:
March
10, 2014 Monday
To
my dearest Surrender,
Dear surrender, you do not know
me yet but I am your mother. Well not your mother that you know now
when you are reading this but your mother Deloris Leah Daphne
Hutchinson at age 18, the year 2014, the month is March, the time is
10:29 pm and it is the tenth day. I am sitting at my desk in my room
that I live in on the off compose school housing in Sault St Marie Ontario Canada. I’m here because I am going to Sault College
to become a nurse. You maybe the same age that I am right now as I
write this letter so you will see all my mistakes as an 18 year old.
I am writing to you know because I want you to know my thoughts. The
thoughts that I had years in advances before I ever had you. I am
also writing this to see if these things that I am thinking of now
will truly come to pass. I must say that I am existed to see were
these letter will take me.
First I would like to start by
saying that I love you. I have always loved you. Even before I had
you. Even before I ever dated a man. I have to say from the day I
realized that I could have children, when I changed from girl to
women, I have always loved you. From the bottom of my heart to the
top of it. My love cup for you is overflowing. I stress to you that
even thou I may see that I love your younger siblings more and that
i'm harder on you is because I love you so much and I want you to have
the best in life. I want you to be the best you can bet that is why I
am so hard on you. You are my oldest son and want you to know that
what I do and say to you is all in the name of love. You might not
understand it now but someday soon when you sit down and write your
future child a letter you may understand.
Now I want to tell you the reason
why you are named what you are named and the reason that this name
was given to you the oldest child. Surrender, it’s a name that I
know not many children have. Especially in Korea. The reason I named
you surrender is because I wanted a name that was different and would
stick in people’s minds. It was the first name that I have ever
loved long enough to dream and plan the name for a child of mine. It
was the first name I picked out when I was in the 7th
grad. I have never changed my mind. Back then I said when I get
married have my first child if he is a boy I will name him surrender.
I have keep my promise. Even if your father didn't like the name I
was still going to name you it. I didn't care, I don’t even know
your father yet so its not a big deal yet. Maybe i'll have some
arguments with him when it comes to naming you when that time comes
but ill win because i'm the women and i'm doing all the work, caring you
and pushing you out. The reason i'm calling you Ren for short is due
to the fact that it’s a more common name in Korea also it’s a
short form so you don’t have to say or spell out such a long name
all the time. That’s the reason I named you surrender. I love the
name and what it means and what it stands for. It’s a strong name
for a boy who will be so strong.
As the oldest child in a family
of five kids you will have big responsibilities. I can help you
because I understand I was the oldest of five. Things will be very
depending for you but i'm sure you will be able to do because you will
have strong genes in you, my genes. What I hope you are like. I hope
you are strong willed and know why you want. Don’t be afraid to go
for the gold no matter what it is. Also be yourself I can’t stress
that the most.
I am writing this letter to you
half as if you are already hear and half as if you are not. This may
seem wired to you but someday maybe you will understand. Theses
thought shave been on my mind all day and just now after I finished
all my school work I and to write it all out before I forgot. So this
is why i'm writing this all messed up but I hope you’ll listen and
understand that i'm writing this because I love you.
Who you are or who I think you
will be might be totally different from who you actually will be when
you are finally hear on earth. Right now my dream is to move to Korea
someday and setall down there and maybe marry a Korean man. If that
is to happen then you will be a boy of an interracial marriage. You
will be mixed, biracial just like me your mother. Thou I’m made of
less things. I hope that you take after your father in good looks
have the typical Asian/ Korean futures with a nice dark skin town. I
know that even thou I your mother was not raised in Korean I wish to
raise you in the Korean way. Korean will most likely be your first
language and you will most likely end you going to an international
school were you will learn English. You may find it hard growing up
mixed in Korea but times are changing so by the time you are created
maybe it will be different there. I will promises you that even thou
we won’t live in Canada you will meet you aunts and uncles and
grandparents. We will visit them and you will have a good strong
relationship with them. Also we will go on family trip just like I
did when I was a child. Maybe if your Korean grandparents live fare
away from Seoul well go on road trips to go visit them.
Your father whoever he his will
love you just as much as I have always loved you. He probably; loves
you a lot even now. I hope and pray that you will have siblings, I
even have names picked out for them even now. Next I pray that your
brothers Ashley and Barome will get along with you and that you three
will be great older brothers to your younger sisters Yuri and Solbi.
As my oldest child there is a different love that comes with being
the oldest.( maybe ill add a sixth child and id name him Henry
I love you with all my hurt
Surrender and when the time comes for you and I to truly meet I will
work all my days making it clear to you that I have always loved you
and will always love you. Pleases always remember that.
From
your mother (someday soon)
Leah
Hutchinson
P.s.
I hope to write more to you as the years go by so that when you are
finally hear on this earth with me you will know how much I thought
about you even before you were here. Also if you do end up being born
in Korean and speaking Korean and reading Korean as your first
language ill translate this letter for you so that you will have an
easier time reading it. (This is just an intro letter to you)
All
my love now and forever
Leah
Sunday, 15 December 2013
Some one I admire
Hi,
Li-ah hear
So, what I want to talk about tonight, i could not sleep and it its 1:51 in the morning and i have to work at 6:00 tomorrow which is not that good or smart of me, but, what ever. I want to talk about some one I really admire. Ill give you hints about the person and that person knows who she is and yes it is a girl/ Women. i do admire men and boys as well but this lady had really made an impact on my if in a very good way.
I would like to talk about someone who I have watched from a fare for many years. I have to say when i was younger we were closer but has she got older we sort of never saw each other so our closeness evaporated over time. When we do get together we can find things talk about but it is no longer like the old days. But still I feel very close to her in my heart. Shes beautiful inside and out. By hearing about what she has done in her life makes me feel that if she can do it i can do it to. I really like the fact that when she does have the time she does reach out to others in he life, she has not forgotten the past. Which is very good because has i get older i'm forgetting because my memory of her are fading because i was really young when they were created.
when i think back to thous times she was all ways there and ready for a laugh. I saw her more then when i was younger before she went off you university and concurred the world.
The resin why i admire her is because she has accomplish so much and she is still so very young. Even the fact that is she has learned another language and speaks it so very well has all so driven me to take up learning languages as a hobby by the time i am her age know i would like to be able to speak ten. Sad to say i'm about half way. Now my eyes are drooping, i so wanted to get this up before i became to tired to so on. I need to stop and take off my make up. It is now 2:02 and i do work tomorrow morning so i think ill have to finish this tomorrow after work by then i should have more written down.
Well that is was bad thing I end up not finishing this until December 15, 2013 well better late then never.
The person I admire is some that i feel deserves the best in the world and as of right now I think she has it. My time way from home .I have come to realize that hared work is one of the things that she has used to her advantage. Thus I will use it as well.
I could say more but I think I have said all i need or want to say more.
당신에게 앨리슨을 사랑합니다, 당신은 내가 세상에서 가장 존경하는 사람입니다. 위대한 일을 계속. 언젠가는 당신처럼 성공적으로 될 수 있기를 바랍니다.
Li-ah hear
So, what I want to talk about tonight, i could not sleep and it its 1:51 in the morning and i have to work at 6:00 tomorrow which is not that good or smart of me, but, what ever. I want to talk about some one I really admire. Ill give you hints about the person and that person knows who she is and yes it is a girl/ Women. i do admire men and boys as well but this lady had really made an impact on my if in a very good way.
I would like to talk about someone who I have watched from a fare for many years. I have to say when i was younger we were closer but has she got older we sort of never saw each other so our closeness evaporated over time. When we do get together we can find things talk about but it is no longer like the old days. But still I feel very close to her in my heart. Shes beautiful inside and out. By hearing about what she has done in her life makes me feel that if she can do it i can do it to. I really like the fact that when she does have the time she does reach out to others in he life, she has not forgotten the past. Which is very good because has i get older i'm forgetting because my memory of her are fading because i was really young when they were created.
when i think back to thous times she was all ways there and ready for a laugh. I saw her more then when i was younger before she went off you university and concurred the world.
The resin why i admire her is because she has accomplish so much and she is still so very young. Even the fact that is she has learned another language and speaks it so very well has all so driven me to take up learning languages as a hobby by the time i am her age know i would like to be able to speak ten. Sad to say i'm about half way. Now my eyes are drooping, i so wanted to get this up before i became to tired to so on. I need to stop and take off my make up. It is now 2:02 and i do work tomorrow morning so i think ill have to finish this tomorrow after work by then i should have more written down.
Well that is was bad thing I end up not finishing this until December 15, 2013 well better late then never.
The person I admire is some that i feel deserves the best in the world and as of right now I think she has it. My time way from home .I have come to realize that hared work is one of the things that she has used to her advantage. Thus I will use it as well.
I could say more but I think I have said all i need or want to say more.
당신에게 앨리슨을 사랑합니다, 당신은 내가 세상에서 가장 존경하는 사람입니다. 위대한 일을 계속. 언젠가는 당신처럼 성공적으로 될 수 있기를 바랍니다.
Friday, 12 July 2013
Monster child
Hi,
Li-ah hear
Well today i wanted to share with you all a story that I am writing. this is from my figment page were i write stories and such.
Chapter one: The child
I looked down at the human who was my mother. I looked down at her with disgust. She was only human, a sad thing for I would never be like her. She was human and I was a Monster.
Li-ah hear
Well today i wanted to share with you all a story that I am writing. this is from my figment page were i write stories and such.
Chapter one: The child
I looked down at the human who was my mother. I looked down at her with disgust. She was only human, a sad thing for I would never be like her. She was human and I was a Monster.
Yes, you are probably thinking that I could not be a human monster because my grandmother said she would never have children, but she did. Women all around her ere in heat. So, she decided that she and the king, my grand father, would have children. So, that is how I a human monster , from the line of the great Lord Canserel himself. For his daughter Fire is my grand mother.
The story goes like this. My grand mother wanted a child. She conceived and had four . All of them were boys. My grand mother says when she first saw my father he was the smallest out of the four boys. He looked the most like her father . Except that when he opened his eyes she did not see the hatred and contempt in his eyes.What she saw in his eyes was pure adoration . Thus my grand mother named him Canserel after his grand father so that the name would have a new legacy. My father grew up with seven siblings, three brothers and four sisters. He grew up kind and compationet nothing like his grand father.
My mother on the other hand was only human. She came from the South. From the land were the sun shone all day. She was of dark skin, it was said that were she came from some people had skin as black as cole. For a human my mother was beautiful in her own right. But, my father was even more so for he was a monster and she was not.
My father was tall with light skin, so light it looked transparent . HE had silver hair and deep blue eyes . People who new my great grand father said my father was his spitting image. Except that his eyes held warmth not cold.
My mother was short with chocolate colored skin. Her hair was long and very dark,curly. She had slanted eyes that seemed to look like she was part monster but she was not. My mothers eyes were her best fetcher. One was brown and the other was a black as a midnight sky. For my mother was a gracling. this meant she to had powers like my father.
As for me, coming from a union like that. I was a stunning creature. People would say even from the day I was born men proclaimed there love for me. I was a monster threw and threw but, ?i was a mixture of myfather and mother. I had my mothers height, her slanted eyes. Other then that i looked liked my father
My skin was a caramel color . I had light brown hair with streak of silver and blue like my mother. I had mismatched eyes . My left eyes was deep blue like my fathers and my right eyes was black like my mothers right eye.
Like my mother I was a gracling and like my father I was a monster. A gracling and a monster. I was a marvel because I was the first monster child to be a gracling as well. People feared me, monsters feared me because not only did I have monster powers I had gracling powers as well.
That was not the only thing that set me apart from my parents. What set me apart was the fact that was a lot like my great grandfather. My grand mother noticed when i was younger around the time when i was eight. I would mess with the minds of my guards. When i was on the the way to viste my grand parents at the castle. What I liked to do was hurt them with my mind. She saw this and told me to stop and control my self because she did not want me to fall like my great grandfather. For his down fall was his evilness and I could turn out to be like him if i kept it up.
I had herd stories about my great grandfather but he never sounded that bad in the stores. Nevertheless I stopped the mind games with the guards. From then on I knew I was not like my parents or any one else in my family that was alive. I knew deep down that I was like my great grand father Canserel.
Any way that is all i have for now. What do you think?
Friday, 5 July 2013
The Huts take to the road.
Hi every one Li-ah hear,
well as some of you may know that on march break i went down to the USA with my family to visit my grandparents. My family and i went down to Naples Florida.
It was a really long trip but it was fun. We went for two weeks and had to drive down because my family is so big that it is way to expensive to fly, what with airport tax being what it is. So we drove and i must say it was one of the best trips in my life. I love going on trips with my family. Its sort of like a tradition We always do road trips its like our thing. Something we do as a big fun group. There is seven of us all packed with all our stuff in a an eight seat suburban. Its crazy but we love it.
I personal love spending time with my family, listening to books on tape and just have a good time wall we travel. I hope when i get married that my family will love travailing as much as i did.
SO basically this blog is a basic out line of what went down each day that we traveled there. It took us three days to drive down to Naples Florida from T'Bay Ontario and three days back. Driving all night an all day. Ill write a another blog filling you in on what we did on our days in Naples and what we did on our way back. But, for now i will just talk about the drive there because that in its self was an adventure. Because with my family anything can happen.
The day Before
they day before my family and i had been up packing our lats minute items and going to the library to get books on tape. Mum had goon to the balk barn to get goodies for the drive down. the boys had raided our DVD box looking for the best movies to take so that we could watch them in the car when it got to dark to do anything else.
March 8, 2013 Friday
The day we were to leave for the drive down to Naples started out as a normal day. My siblings and I got up and got ready for school. We were to be there till lunch time. Then we were to go home and leave for Florida. When we got up we made sure all our lats minute then were away and in the suburban for when we were to go in to for the trip. We went to school. At lunch time i was to meet Emma and walk home, but could not find her anywhere so i left. When i got home every one was back from school or from work except for Emma. No one knew were she was and she did not have a phone to contact us to tell us were she was. an hour went past then finally my dad went back to the school to try and find her. He found her.She had forgotten that we were leaving at lunch and had been hanging out with friends. Well that was a great start to our trip we were an hour and a half behind in starting our long three day drive down to Naples Florida.
We finally set off an hour and a half latter then planed. We prayed as that is our tradition to do before we set out on a trip. then drove out of the drive way and headed out of town. So we started out with out any really problems once we found Emma. Our trip had started out fine. Every one was settling down in our assigned seats in the suburban. In my family we have assigned seats in the because if some people are siting by person that they don't really get along with fights tend to happen. So, that's how are drive began with no real excitement. When we got to the border dad did the talking with mum putting in her words hear and there. Once the border grad decided that we looked like a normal family on there way to a nice two week vacation we we let into the United States of America. The first thing i noticed when we got to the American side of the border was that there was less snow and the rode were really bumpy. Don't get me wrong but really bumpy rode and no snow what was that? I have to admit i haven't been to the USA for a long time. The last time was when i was eight and Theo wasn't even born yet. So its been some time. The bumpy road was a turn off right there and then.
But enough of me complaining. about 15 mints away from the border crossing we came a cross a a gas station and of cores my father has to stop and get some cheep american gas. So we all grumble and get out to you know go to the loo.
One of our favorite games i should say this when we go to a places that does not know the Huts we like to talk with wired accents. My dad more then we do. So on that day we were British. That is why i said loo instead of washroom.
When our first pit stop was done we all got back in to start our, i think four hour drive to Duluth. So on our way we went we saw a lot of deer. But might i add to the Americans that my be reading this we did not see as many deer as we do in Canada and we had no desire to get out and shoot them.
Josh was really funny when we saw deer. He keep saying there were Canadian army spies and seeing so many deer that far in america meant that we were doing well with getting information and that we were near a secret Canadian army bass. Ha, that boy makes me laugh.
So, finally after that ordeal of listing to Josh go on and on about deer being Canadian spies and secret army bases we made it to Duluth, but we didn't stay there. We had a time crunch, no it was more like a days crunch in order to get to Florida in three days of driving we needed to be in Minneapolis by night fall. So we keep going. We were going so well that dad failed to realize that were were driving the wrong way, back to Canada i might add. that goes to show you that its a good idea for men to listen to there wives when they tell them to turn on the GPS because there heads don't come pre programmed with all the directions they need in a country they don't even live in. Once dad realized that we had just wasted two hours of diving back to were we came from we turned around to go the right way.
Mum joked and said the border guard would be like "back so soon". dad was not that enthusiastic. He told mum to drive. With her at the wheel we made it back to Duluth and the second time around on the right rode to Minny. That was around ten. We did finally make it to Minny if you were all wondering and even got there before the mall of america closed.
I must say that places was packed even for a late night. But we were all tired so we pieced out and when back to our hotel witch to Hannah's excitement was a Hilton hotel. I do believe that all Hilton hotels are owned by that family and what i mean by that family is the Paris Hilton, that family, you know what i'm talking about. they even had fresh cookies that that they gave to all of as as we trooped threw there revolving doors that I think Theo almost broke by going in the wrong way. With no real fanfare we got there and into our room. Then we fought over who slept were and what to watch on TV. Emma and i got the pull out coach. Theo and Hannah got the smaller of the two beds and mum and dad got the bed room,and poor Josh, he got the floor. And i won dibs on the TV so we watched say yes to the dress Atlanta. I figured it was a good show to watch because we were going to be spending a night in Atalanta and i though it gave us a purity good over view of how people were like there, that's a joke, we watched it cuz i liked the show and i won the TV remote or it could have just been because i was the oldest and faster at grabbing it up off the coffee table. We didn't get to sleep until around one.
March 9, 2013 Saturday
I woke up at around 6 because of my phone alarm. Then i got the other kids up.Dad was the last on up after mum. We wanted to go to the mall of america for some real shopping so we got up and dressed. When we ere ready we cleared out of the hotel room. Down in the lobby we took a family picture then the lady at the front desk gave us a back of candy each. I must say that i was definitely coming back to the hotel cuz it was my kind of places. Free cookies and night and bags of candy in the morning. Id be back. We got into the car and went to the mall, i might add that the mall is most of the time closed at 8 in the morning but on this day it was open because there was a walk for epilepsy happening there not stores were open but a lot of things were happening in there. So we went in and spent an hour window shopping and pretending we were part of the event. We all became hungry so dad decided that it was time to move on for we need to get to Nashville Tennessee, home of my least favorite music, country, before mid night if we wanted to make it to Florida the next night. So on the road we went. We had the cooler full of food so we didn't stop any were. we were listing to adventures and odyssey. For thous of you how don't know what it is it is a christen radio show. So we listened to that and were in the van for sum time. Out side we could see how the weather was changing the snow was almost all gone and it was sunny and getting really hot inside the van. Also we noticed when we stopped for gas and coffee that the way that people spoke was also changing. We could hear the southern drawls that dad tried to copy. Sadly i must say he failed. At around lunch time we stopped at a Flying Jay witch is a gas station the lady there had never even seen a VSA with a chip in it, what a sad life for her i thought. We went on from there and stopped at a McDonald to go to the washroom i must note that we did not buy anything to eat there. My first time in an american McDonald's, it was strange every thing was a lot bigger there. after that we drove on. tho lost a boot so we need to by him summer shoos we changed out of our winter cloths into summer things. People keep starting at us cuz we talked Canadian. we raided a an american equivalent of salvation army. As a treat we stopped to eat at a Wendy's. We were all sick after words.I guess our first taste of american food did not do well with us. It made mum worry about what wed be able to eat in Florida. On and when it finally got dark enough out side we watched Percy Jackson on the vans TV. That was fun. We finally made it to Tennessee and boy did i notes the differences in voices people there speak a lot slower then they do hear. Also they really like there pork and gravy witch i discovered the next day at breakfast. they even serve it at McDonald's. So staying there was okay. Emma. Hannah and i got our own room. Witch was nice we crashed the minute we got on the beds. Mum, dad, Theo and Josh shared the other room. I could hear dads snoring from our room so we girls decided to watch say yes to the dress Atlanta cuz we love that show.
March 10, 2013 Sunday.
So Sunday was a strange day for us because we are uses to waking up and getting ready to go to church but that Sunday we got up to go down starts and realize that in Tennessee they eat pork gravy for breakfast with briskets. Now let me just say in a nice way that it was the most interesting thing that i ever did eat. ( i didn't like it) One good thing thou was that we were in the Bible belt of america. Driving threw it so almost every were we drove there was church's and signs. Also there were a lot of christen stations to listen to in the van. we even found Focus on the family station and listened to a great adventures in Odyssey about getting along on car rides. So over all Sunday morning driving threw the bible belt was all good. we even stopped at a Subway w ere every one there kept asking us were we were from and calling us mama and sire. Also a lot of church goers were there. there was a man with all these bible verses tattooed all over him and cars had signs on them that said things like john three and sixteen. I liked that drive threw very much. So Sunday was really low key and very uneventful. Theo lost a saddle so we had to buy him another set. so we went to another Wendy's for supper and got sick. We drove thew Atlanta and i saw the wedding store that the show is filmed in. Also we got stuck in traffic and i saw a women driving talking on the phone and putting on makeup with a cop car be hind her and the police man didn't do a thing and might i add a baby was in the back seat. When we finally got out of the traffic jam we were well on our way to Florida we were almost there only 10 more hours. Dad keep saying how the roads were so smooth and nice and how he wanted to move down to Atalanta so that he could drive on roads like that. Were the roads where were not messed up by snow for most of the year. We all said in your dreams would we ever move witch made him mad so we just ignored him and watched Fat Elbert on the TV. when it was about 10 we came across our first palm tree so we all got out and took pictures by it that was at a McDonald's. It was summer weather and we were finally in Florida but now w had to drive to Naples Florida. So we all got back into the van and drove down towards Naples. Time went on and it got hotter and darker out. Dads inner GPS failed again and we ended up lost but with mums inner GPS up to date and the map we were able to get back on the right track. Around 4 in the morning we finally arrived in Naples. Then 15 minutes after we were got to our hotel. It was late so we got the keys for our apartments. Mum, dad Theo, Josh and Hannah shared one apartment and Emma and i got our own next apartment. Once in side we all went to bed. Finally at 5 in the morning the Hutchinson finally arrived in Naples Florida.
And that is how my family arrived in Naples Florida.
Stay tuned for what we did during our two week stay.
Over and out
Li-ah
well as some of you may know that on march break i went down to the USA with my family to visit my grandparents. My family and i went down to Naples Florida.
It was a really long trip but it was fun. We went for two weeks and had to drive down because my family is so big that it is way to expensive to fly, what with airport tax being what it is. So we drove and i must say it was one of the best trips in my life. I love going on trips with my family. Its sort of like a tradition We always do road trips its like our thing. Something we do as a big fun group. There is seven of us all packed with all our stuff in a an eight seat suburban. Its crazy but we love it.
I personal love spending time with my family, listening to books on tape and just have a good time wall we travel. I hope when i get married that my family will love travailing as much as i did.
SO basically this blog is a basic out line of what went down each day that we traveled there. It took us three days to drive down to Naples Florida from T'Bay Ontario and three days back. Driving all night an all day. Ill write a another blog filling you in on what we did on our days in Naples and what we did on our way back. But, for now i will just talk about the drive there because that in its self was an adventure. Because with my family anything can happen.
The day Before
they day before my family and i had been up packing our lats minute items and going to the library to get books on tape. Mum had goon to the balk barn to get goodies for the drive down. the boys had raided our DVD box looking for the best movies to take so that we could watch them in the car when it got to dark to do anything else.
March 8, 2013 Friday
The day we were to leave for the drive down to Naples started out as a normal day. My siblings and I got up and got ready for school. We were to be there till lunch time. Then we were to go home and leave for Florida. When we got up we made sure all our lats minute then were away and in the suburban for when we were to go in to for the trip. We went to school. At lunch time i was to meet Emma and walk home, but could not find her anywhere so i left. When i got home every one was back from school or from work except for Emma. No one knew were she was and she did not have a phone to contact us to tell us were she was. an hour went past then finally my dad went back to the school to try and find her. He found her.She had forgotten that we were leaving at lunch and had been hanging out with friends. Well that was a great start to our trip we were an hour and a half behind in starting our long three day drive down to Naples Florida.
We finally set off an hour and a half latter then planed. We prayed as that is our tradition to do before we set out on a trip. then drove out of the drive way and headed out of town. So we started out with out any really problems once we found Emma. Our trip had started out fine. Every one was settling down in our assigned seats in the suburban. In my family we have assigned seats in the because if some people are siting by person that they don't really get along with fights tend to happen. So, that's how are drive began with no real excitement. When we got to the border dad did the talking with mum putting in her words hear and there. Once the border grad decided that we looked like a normal family on there way to a nice two week vacation we we let into the United States of America. The first thing i noticed when we got to the American side of the border was that there was less snow and the rode were really bumpy. Don't get me wrong but really bumpy rode and no snow what was that? I have to admit i haven't been to the USA for a long time. The last time was when i was eight and Theo wasn't even born yet. So its been some time. The bumpy road was a turn off right there and then.
But enough of me complaining. about 15 mints away from the border crossing we came a cross a a gas station and of cores my father has to stop and get some cheep american gas. So we all grumble and get out to you know go to the loo.
One of our favorite games i should say this when we go to a places that does not know the Huts we like to talk with wired accents. My dad more then we do. So on that day we were British. That is why i said loo instead of washroom.
When our first pit stop was done we all got back in to start our, i think four hour drive to Duluth. So on our way we went we saw a lot of deer. But might i add to the Americans that my be reading this we did not see as many deer as we do in Canada and we had no desire to get out and shoot them.
Josh was really funny when we saw deer. He keep saying there were Canadian army spies and seeing so many deer that far in america meant that we were doing well with getting information and that we were near a secret Canadian army bass. Ha, that boy makes me laugh.
So, finally after that ordeal of listing to Josh go on and on about deer being Canadian spies and secret army bases we made it to Duluth, but we didn't stay there. We had a time crunch, no it was more like a days crunch in order to get to Florida in three days of driving we needed to be in Minneapolis by night fall. So we keep going. We were going so well that dad failed to realize that were were driving the wrong way, back to Canada i might add. that goes to show you that its a good idea for men to listen to there wives when they tell them to turn on the GPS because there heads don't come pre programmed with all the directions they need in a country they don't even live in. Once dad realized that we had just wasted two hours of diving back to were we came from we turned around to go the right way.
Mum joked and said the border guard would be like "back so soon". dad was not that enthusiastic. He told mum to drive. With her at the wheel we made it back to Duluth and the second time around on the right rode to Minny. That was around ten. We did finally make it to Minny if you were all wondering and even got there before the mall of america closed.
I must say that places was packed even for a late night. But we were all tired so we pieced out and when back to our hotel witch to Hannah's excitement was a Hilton hotel. I do believe that all Hilton hotels are owned by that family and what i mean by that family is the Paris Hilton, that family, you know what i'm talking about. they even had fresh cookies that that they gave to all of as as we trooped threw there revolving doors that I think Theo almost broke by going in the wrong way. With no real fanfare we got there and into our room. Then we fought over who slept were and what to watch on TV. Emma and i got the pull out coach. Theo and Hannah got the smaller of the two beds and mum and dad got the bed room,and poor Josh, he got the floor. And i won dibs on the TV so we watched say yes to the dress Atlanta. I figured it was a good show to watch because we were going to be spending a night in Atalanta and i though it gave us a purity good over view of how people were like there, that's a joke, we watched it cuz i liked the show and i won the TV remote or it could have just been because i was the oldest and faster at grabbing it up off the coffee table. We didn't get to sleep until around one.
March 9, 2013 Saturday
I woke up at around 6 because of my phone alarm. Then i got the other kids up.Dad was the last on up after mum. We wanted to go to the mall of america for some real shopping so we got up and dressed. When we ere ready we cleared out of the hotel room. Down in the lobby we took a family picture then the lady at the front desk gave us a back of candy each. I must say that i was definitely coming back to the hotel cuz it was my kind of places. Free cookies and night and bags of candy in the morning. Id be back. We got into the car and went to the mall, i might add that the mall is most of the time closed at 8 in the morning but on this day it was open because there was a walk for epilepsy happening there not stores were open but a lot of things were happening in there. So we went in and spent an hour window shopping and pretending we were part of the event. We all became hungry so dad decided that it was time to move on for we need to get to Nashville Tennessee, home of my least favorite music, country, before mid night if we wanted to make it to Florida the next night. So on the road we went. We had the cooler full of food so we didn't stop any were. we were listing to adventures and odyssey. For thous of you how don't know what it is it is a christen radio show. So we listened to that and were in the van for sum time. Out side we could see how the weather was changing the snow was almost all gone and it was sunny and getting really hot inside the van. Also we noticed when we stopped for gas and coffee that the way that people spoke was also changing. We could hear the southern drawls that dad tried to copy. Sadly i must say he failed. At around lunch time we stopped at a Flying Jay witch is a gas station the lady there had never even seen a VSA with a chip in it, what a sad life for her i thought. We went on from there and stopped at a McDonald to go to the washroom i must note that we did not buy anything to eat there. My first time in an american McDonald's, it was strange every thing was a lot bigger there. after that we drove on. tho lost a boot so we need to by him summer shoos we changed out of our winter cloths into summer things. People keep starting at us cuz we talked Canadian. we raided a an american equivalent of salvation army. As a treat we stopped to eat at a Wendy's. We were all sick after words.I guess our first taste of american food did not do well with us. It made mum worry about what wed be able to eat in Florida. On and when it finally got dark enough out side we watched Percy Jackson on the vans TV. That was fun. We finally made it to Tennessee and boy did i notes the differences in voices people there speak a lot slower then they do hear. Also they really like there pork and gravy witch i discovered the next day at breakfast. they even serve it at McDonald's. So staying there was okay. Emma. Hannah and i got our own room. Witch was nice we crashed the minute we got on the beds. Mum, dad, Theo and Josh shared the other room. I could hear dads snoring from our room so we girls decided to watch say yes to the dress Atlanta cuz we love that show.
March 10, 2013 Sunday.
So Sunday was a strange day for us because we are uses to waking up and getting ready to go to church but that Sunday we got up to go down starts and realize that in Tennessee they eat pork gravy for breakfast with briskets. Now let me just say in a nice way that it was the most interesting thing that i ever did eat. ( i didn't like it) One good thing thou was that we were in the Bible belt of america. Driving threw it so almost every were we drove there was church's and signs. Also there were a lot of christen stations to listen to in the van. we even found Focus on the family station and listened to a great adventures in Odyssey about getting along on car rides. So over all Sunday morning driving threw the bible belt was all good. we even stopped at a Subway w ere every one there kept asking us were we were from and calling us mama and sire. Also a lot of church goers were there. there was a man with all these bible verses tattooed all over him and cars had signs on them that said things like john three and sixteen. I liked that drive threw very much. So Sunday was really low key and very uneventful. Theo lost a saddle so we had to buy him another set. so we went to another Wendy's for supper and got sick. We drove thew Atlanta and i saw the wedding store that the show is filmed in. Also we got stuck in traffic and i saw a women driving talking on the phone and putting on makeup with a cop car be hind her and the police man didn't do a thing and might i add a baby was in the back seat. When we finally got out of the traffic jam we were well on our way to Florida we were almost there only 10 more hours. Dad keep saying how the roads were so smooth and nice and how he wanted to move down to Atalanta so that he could drive on roads like that. Were the roads where were not messed up by snow for most of the year. We all said in your dreams would we ever move witch made him mad so we just ignored him and watched Fat Elbert on the TV. when it was about 10 we came across our first palm tree so we all got out and took pictures by it that was at a McDonald's. It was summer weather and we were finally in Florida but now w had to drive to Naples Florida. So we all got back into the van and drove down towards Naples. Time went on and it got hotter and darker out. Dads inner GPS failed again and we ended up lost but with mums inner GPS up to date and the map we were able to get back on the right track. Around 4 in the morning we finally arrived in Naples. Then 15 minutes after we were got to our hotel. It was late so we got the keys for our apartments. Mum, dad Theo, Josh and Hannah shared one apartment and Emma and i got our own next apartment. Once in side we all went to bed. Finally at 5 in the morning the Hutchinson finally arrived in Naples Florida.
And that is how my family arrived in Naples Florida.
Stay tuned for what we did during our two week stay.
Over and out
Li-ah
Sunday, 24 February 2013
When people move away
Hi every one,
Li-ah hear, its Sunday night around 10:50 ish. I'm tirade but this topic has been on my mind lately so, I thought I would share it with you. Also if I get this up then ill be caught up with my blogging one blog every Sunday night, witch will be good.
So, the thing that is on my mind is the thought. When people move away.
When people move away weather they were a friend, a relative, an enemy I think one always feels a deep sadness for loosing that person. I mean yes there off on a new adventure Going to a new places to meet new people. But the person left being will always feel sad and up set that the person left.
I know that when people I know move away I always feel sad, a little angry and ripped off. Like when my brothers steel my candy. I'm sad when I discover its been taken and angry that they took it and I feel ripped off because I did promise them some but they took it all away. I feel this when some one close to me moves away because that person will no longer be in my life very day to make it feel good. There presens that has always been there at my back like a reassuring shadow will no longer be there to follow me. I feel like iv lost something important that I know I will never find again.
Sort of like when my room become s a black whole and it sucks in all of my stuff that was there the day before. Its like other places in the world are sucking people I know and love away from me and no matter how I will or wish to find the item, them, it will always be gone down into the a bis of black hole, gone into the far world and they only way ill be able to find it again is to seek it out, go visit the person who has moved away.
My heart hurts when people leave me behind especially if that person meant a lot to me. In my life I have only had a few really dear people leave me and one will be leaving very soon, tears....
My best friend moved away the summer we were entering grd three, her family moved to Hamilton Ontario Not that far away but far away enough that I felt like would never see her again. And know thous feelings are still hear as I count the days till some one older and wiser but very dear to me moves not a few hours away but out of province .
Well that's life, tears again....
Ha, well I better get over it because no matter how much I cry I cant stop her from moving away.
Well I'm done getting what was on my mind out.
I hope you liked my thoughts.
Over and out
Li-ah
Li-ah hear, its Sunday night around 10:50 ish. I'm tirade but this topic has been on my mind lately so, I thought I would share it with you. Also if I get this up then ill be caught up with my blogging one blog every Sunday night, witch will be good.
So, the thing that is on my mind is the thought. When people move away.
When people move away weather they were a friend, a relative, an enemy I think one always feels a deep sadness for loosing that person. I mean yes there off on a new adventure Going to a new places to meet new people. But the person left being will always feel sad and up set that the person left.
I know that when people I know move away I always feel sad, a little angry and ripped off. Like when my brothers steel my candy. I'm sad when I discover its been taken and angry that they took it and I feel ripped off because I did promise them some but they took it all away. I feel this when some one close to me moves away because that person will no longer be in my life very day to make it feel good. There presens that has always been there at my back like a reassuring shadow will no longer be there to follow me. I feel like iv lost something important that I know I will never find again.
Sort of like when my room become s a black whole and it sucks in all of my stuff that was there the day before. Its like other places in the world are sucking people I know and love away from me and no matter how I will or wish to find the item, them, it will always be gone down into the a bis of black hole, gone into the far world and they only way ill be able to find it again is to seek it out, go visit the person who has moved away.
My heart hurts when people leave me behind especially if that person meant a lot to me. In my life I have only had a few really dear people leave me and one will be leaving very soon, tears....
My best friend moved away the summer we were entering grd three, her family moved to Hamilton Ontario Not that far away but far away enough that I felt like would never see her again. And know thous feelings are still hear as I count the days till some one older and wiser but very dear to me moves not a few hours away but out of province .
Well that's life, tears again....
Ha, well I better get over it because no matter how much I cry I cant stop her from moving away.
Well I'm done getting what was on my mind out.
I hope you liked my thoughts.
Over and out
Li-ah
Saturday, 23 February 2013
Why I love K- Pop
Hello every one, its been two weeks, sadly.
I did plane on getting into a habit and writing a blog every Sunday night after church but iv just been way to busy. But, today I have some free time before I go out. So, I decided to write about the type of music iv been into lately.
The type of music I'm really into right now is called K pop ( Korean pop music). As you have probably already guessed its Korean music. Iv never really been into pop, I was always more of a scream-o type girl, until discovered k pop.
Now your probably wondering why I got into k pop well the reason is music is language. So, when ever I'm on a quest to learn a new language I get really into the music. So, right now I am learning Korean. So, it totally makes scenes, that I would be so into Korean Pop music. Not only does it expos me to other music cultures it also helps me with the speaking pronunciation, understanding and listening. I would really suggest if you want to learn a language, get into there music and listen to it twenty for seven. I know my parents and siblings even can speak some Korean know because of my constant playing of the music. Trust me it really works.
But, that's not the only reason why I like k pop. I like it because it is different from most music hear in Canada. Its up beet and very catchy Also all the singers are really talented at dancing and the Flower boys, awh yaaeh, need I say more. They are so good looking, if your the type of girl who likes boys that sometimes look better then you. I'm not really that type of girl But, then again I admire the fact that the boys can were make up and be confident about it. Canadian boys playing hockey isent the only manly thing you can do, hint, hint.
Anyway, I have to admit a lot of the k pop boys don't really have that manly look witch did turn me away from the music at first But, I came to the realization that if I wanted to get into that type of music and learn about Korean pop culture I needed to understand and get over the fact that the boys don't go for manly they go for pretty boy, flower boy looks. After a bit I did find some boy k pop groups that were very pretty boy and manly at the same time. B.A.P.'s Bang Young Guk, ah Sa-rung-a.
But, enough about the boy groups boys. The girl groups are also very different from the girl singers in Canada and in the US. The girls of the Korean pop industry run on the side of high pitched voices, modesty witch is a plus. and just way to much Ayego. Now, I have to admit I'm not as much of a fan of the girl groups as I am of the boy groups because first off, I am a teenage girl and I like boys. what girl would' ent. Second the girl groups are really girlie, like way over the top girlie and pinky. I'm more of a lets be in a dark room and sleep all day sort of girl. One thing that did surprise me about the girl groups was the fact that they were very modest, way more modest then the people in our pop culture they let nothing show and there songs are all about being pretty cute and having faithful boy friends.The thing that I can not stand about the girl groups and some of the boy groups is the Ayego. Ayego is when some one acts overly cute and frilly just all around annoying girl or boy, and I must say that was the hardest part to get into because the boy groups also do Ayego, and its in there dramas and movies. Ugggg.
(All there groups are modest regardless of the gender.)
Well enough about that, what I did find really interesting when I started listening to k pop was the fact that they have barley any lone singers, like lee hi, Insoone, gummy, and Ailee. Most of the Idols are in groups. But, not small one to three people groups, no, groups of like five to 13 people. Its crazy that was one of the harder things for me to get uses to. But, makes for nice music video storeys, they have huge casts of people.Sometimes the big groups, I think are not always good because they have to have like one or two lines of singing. But another cool thing is they break the big groups in half and have sub groups who go and promote the groups in other parts of the world.Witch I personally thing is really a smart move on the managements part.
There are over 100 different k pop groups out making music this year some in big groups and some singles. Some of my personal favourites are : Lee Hi, B.A.P., SNSD, Super Junior, Exo-M, Infinite Vixx, Kara, and many many more, I don't really get into the group per say. I find the song and if I like it I look up the group to see if they have any more songs that I would like.
Well this is getting way to long and iv probably have already bored you with my long explanation of why I love k pop. Ill probably will write another some other day because I haven't said all I wanted to say.
But, this is getting way to long and you and I both have lives, but I did make up for the last two weeks I think.
Well thast all for now.
Over and out.
Li-ah
I did plane on getting into a habit and writing a blog every Sunday night after church but iv just been way to busy. But, today I have some free time before I go out. So, I decided to write about the type of music iv been into lately.
The type of music I'm really into right now is called K pop ( Korean pop music). As you have probably already guessed its Korean music. Iv never really been into pop, I was always more of a scream-o type girl, until discovered k pop.
Now your probably wondering why I got into k pop well the reason is music is language. So, when ever I'm on a quest to learn a new language I get really into the music. So, right now I am learning Korean. So, it totally makes scenes, that I would be so into Korean Pop music. Not only does it expos me to other music cultures it also helps me with the speaking pronunciation, understanding and listening. I would really suggest if you want to learn a language, get into there music and listen to it twenty for seven. I know my parents and siblings even can speak some Korean know because of my constant playing of the music. Trust me it really works.
But, that's not the only reason why I like k pop. I like it because it is different from most music hear in Canada. Its up beet and very catchy Also all the singers are really talented at dancing and the Flower boys, awh yaaeh, need I say more. They are so good looking, if your the type of girl who likes boys that sometimes look better then you. I'm not really that type of girl But, then again I admire the fact that the boys can were make up and be confident about it. Canadian boys playing hockey isent the only manly thing you can do, hint, hint.
Anyway, I have to admit a lot of the k pop boys don't really have that manly look witch did turn me away from the music at first But, I came to the realization that if I wanted to get into that type of music and learn about Korean pop culture I needed to understand and get over the fact that the boys don't go for manly they go for pretty boy, flower boy looks. After a bit I did find some boy k pop groups that were very pretty boy and manly at the same time. B.A.P.'s Bang Young Guk, ah Sa-rung-a.
But, enough about the boy groups boys. The girl groups are also very different from the girl singers in Canada and in the US. The girls of the Korean pop industry run on the side of high pitched voices, modesty witch is a plus. and just way to much Ayego. Now, I have to admit I'm not as much of a fan of the girl groups as I am of the boy groups because first off, I am a teenage girl and I like boys. what girl would' ent. Second the girl groups are really girlie, like way over the top girlie and pinky. I'm more of a lets be in a dark room and sleep all day sort of girl. One thing that did surprise me about the girl groups was the fact that they were very modest, way more modest then the people in our pop culture they let nothing show and there songs are all about being pretty cute and having faithful boy friends.The thing that I can not stand about the girl groups and some of the boy groups is the Ayego. Ayego is when some one acts overly cute and frilly just all around annoying girl or boy, and I must say that was the hardest part to get into because the boy groups also do Ayego, and its in there dramas and movies. Ugggg.
(All there groups are modest regardless of the gender.)
Well enough about that, what I did find really interesting when I started listening to k pop was the fact that they have barley any lone singers, like lee hi, Insoone, gummy, and Ailee. Most of the Idols are in groups. But, not small one to three people groups, no, groups of like five to 13 people. Its crazy that was one of the harder things for me to get uses to. But, makes for nice music video storeys, they have huge casts of people.Sometimes the big groups, I think are not always good because they have to have like one or two lines of singing. But another cool thing is they break the big groups in half and have sub groups who go and promote the groups in other parts of the world.Witch I personally thing is really a smart move on the managements part.
There are over 100 different k pop groups out making music this year some in big groups and some singles. Some of my personal favourites are : Lee Hi, B.A.P., SNSD, Super Junior, Exo-M, Infinite Vixx, Kara, and many many more, I don't really get into the group per say. I find the song and if I like it I look up the group to see if they have any more songs that I would like.
Well this is getting way to long and iv probably have already bored you with my long explanation of why I love k pop. Ill probably will write another some other day because I haven't said all I wanted to say.
But, this is getting way to long and you and I both have lives, but I did make up for the last two weeks I think.
Well thast all for now.
Over and out.
Li-ah
Sunday, 10 February 2013
Giving it a Try
So, today is February 10, 2013 a Sunday I am currently 17 years of age. I just got back from church. At church today I gave a lesson on love and how as a person we have to give God the pen to our love lives in order for them to be a success.
My Sunday school teacher said that she liked how I wrote all my thoughts out and told me that maybe I should consider doing bloggs. I thought about it for the rest of that class and thought it was a good idea. I decided to give it a try. So hear I am giving it a try.
Iv never really done something like this before like I mean I have figment and I write story's on that but this is different. Its in real time so I think this will be allot more interesting then writing made up story.
So, to start off I think it would be best to introduces my self. My name is Li-ah , in life I do spell it differently but on hear ill spell it this way. I'm 17 and I'm crazy about anything that has to do with God, Chocolate, Korea, dragons and outer space.
Now, I think I should tell you why I decided to call my blogg Fudge sickles and chicken I(I spell it differently in the blogg name) is because I love both of those foods and when I was a kid, when my dad took me out, just him and I ( I'm a daddy's girl) he would ask me what I wanted to eat and I would say lets get fudge sickles and chicken,and so we would. We'd eat them together and that is a memory I will always have in the back of my mind.
Now, what I want this to be?. I really don't know. My sails are out and I'm letting the winds of my imagination take over. So, what ever happens with this happens. I'm hoping that people will take interest and ill stay interested . This could be really fun, It feels really fun and this is my first blogg, so anything could really happen. I don't plane on blogging every day or even every week. Only when I feel what I have to say could benefit people, sort of like an on-line diary. So, I hope that you will join me in this journey.
Oh,and i just wanted to say Good reading to every one.
Over and out.
Li-ah
My Sunday school teacher said that she liked how I wrote all my thoughts out and told me that maybe I should consider doing bloggs. I thought about it for the rest of that class and thought it was a good idea. I decided to give it a try. So hear I am giving it a try.
Iv never really done something like this before like I mean I have figment and I write story's on that but this is different. Its in real time so I think this will be allot more interesting then writing made up story.
So, to start off I think it would be best to introduces my self. My name is Li-ah , in life I do spell it differently but on hear ill spell it this way. I'm 17 and I'm crazy about anything that has to do with God, Chocolate, Korea, dragons and outer space.
Now, I think I should tell you why I decided to call my blogg Fudge sickles and chicken I(I spell it differently in the blogg name) is because I love both of those foods and when I was a kid, when my dad took me out, just him and I ( I'm a daddy's girl) he would ask me what I wanted to eat and I would say lets get fudge sickles and chicken,and so we would. We'd eat them together and that is a memory I will always have in the back of my mind.
Now, what I want this to be?. I really don't know. My sails are out and I'm letting the winds of my imagination take over. So, what ever happens with this happens. I'm hoping that people will take interest and ill stay interested . This could be really fun, It feels really fun and this is my first blogg, so anything could really happen. I don't plane on blogging every day or even every week. Only when I feel what I have to say could benefit people, sort of like an on-line diary. So, I hope that you will join me in this journey.
Oh,and i just wanted to say Good reading to every one.
Over and out.
Li-ah
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